Wednesday, May 23, 2012

this feeling i've been trying to deny


Can't say beautiful things about you
At least until I realized that  you are gone, for good.

I'm sorry to make you cry, for many reasons.
Believe me, you made me happy more than you know

I'm sorry for not understanding you,
as I have been strugglin' to understand myself better

I'm sorry for not being as expected
just because I wanted you to see me being and believing in no one but my self

thank you for challenging me all your life
so I see the rough and dirt will not make me weak

thank you for praying for the best, and wish me well
so I can move on and continue the fight

thank you for being my mom
and choosing me to be your only daughter

picture taken from here


2 comments:

Ratih Soe said...

You manage to have a career woman with three sons. I'm sure she's proud of you. May The Almighty embrace her, and all her prayers for you. Stay strong.

Unknown said...

tentang nenek yaaa..??