Simple happiness

the most difficult question to answer
is and has always been
" Are you happy?"
especially when being asked
by your love one

I look up at the sky
searching for the answer
I still can not find
coz it gets cloudy sometimes
and that's not happiness

I listen to my favorite songs
feeling every beat of it
getting into the lyrics
but my heart aches
for my past and regrets
they brought back

I touch my sons' faces
as they are asleep
caressing their hair
rubbing their back
my heart is melting

a pair of brown soothing eyes
and huge and forgiving heart
where I belong to
I know for sure
never demand the answer